New avatar - bed hair.

Even if you are not christian, we all need an excuse to eat chocolate :)
1. weird things you do when you’re alone - sometimes i count the tiles i walk on or then, i keep on running my fingers through my hair non stop.
2. how have you changed in the past two years? - i became more patient and somethings that used to bother me, don’t bother anymore, i learned to live with them and face them in a different way. I also became more cautious.
3. what kind of person attracts you? - caring, intelligent, smart and well intentioned people. Also people that have something mysterious about them.
4. what you wear to bed? - sometimes only a big shirt.
5. five things that irritate you about the opposite sex - when they don’t see the obvious. When they think you are available to them all the time. When their priorities definitely don’t include you but they still treat you like they do. When they are as passive as it gets. When I have to plan everything on my own and am not given credit for it at all. Plus, guys that are leeches as well.
6. the person you like and why you like them - I’d rather not answer that.
7. your opinion on cheating in relationships - I never done it and I find it rather ridiculous. If you are attracted to other people, you clearly dont love whoever you are with. Break up. It will be less painful for both and then you can be with whoever you want. I know that technically it doesnt always work like that.
8. something you’re currently worrying about - Future and career.
9. your last kiss - Pf.
10. your views on drugs and alcohol - I dont quite support drugs (it depends on the drug) but alcohol, yep (yep, alcohol is a drug i know)
11. your current relationship - with my bed.
12. things you want to say to an ex - “Boobs or GTFO!” just kidding. Whatever I have to say is irrelevant at this stage.
13. a date you would love to go on - no comment.
14. something disgusting you do - I bite my nails when im nervous.
15. the best thing to happen to you this week - get a lot of topics done for exams.
16. three aspects of your personality that you’re proud of - I always manage to cheer people up, I am quite determined about things and I am a very good listener.
17. things that make you scared - the dark, being alone, getting sicker, losing someone i love, the future (not scared in a bad way though)
18. disrespecting parents - I never really disrespected my parents. When I was a teenager I was a bit of a rebel with my father, but I have always respected both of them.
19. something that never fails to make you feel better - Seeing people I love.
20. the last argument you had - A few weeks ago.
21. something you can’t seem to get over - Some choices I made.
22. ten things about you people don’t really expect - People normally don’t seem to expect that I am calm, that I draw, that I am insecure, that I write to myself at times, that I like making surprises, that I am actually a hopeless romantic, that I do law, that I like doing house tasks, that I can actually have fun listening to gay pop and that im the type of person who will run and jump on the bed when everyone’s out.
23. something you always think “what if…” about - a lot of things to be honest.
25. ten ways to win your heart - Ah, come on. There is not such a thing to be honest.
26. your religious beliefs - My family has studied occultism for years now. I am baptized and everything though.
27. talk about your siblings - I have 2 sisters and 2 “half-brothers”. They are all younger than me. The closest to me used to be my bigger sis, she is 17, nearly 18 actually and we used to be very close until I moved out. My other sis has down syndrome and she is 11 years younger than me, she is very adorable and she is the reason of why our family stuck together for so long. My 2 half bros, well, I didnt get much of a chance to share the same roof with them to create an opinion about it. But the youngest seems VERY grumpy and serious for a baby, before i left, i was trying to teach them to like metal haha.
28. the month you were happiest this year and why - January, I was still in Brazil with my family and friends.
29. a picture of yourself

30. what changed this month? what do you hope will happen next month? I changed a lot of the way I see things, I’m feeling a bit more positive now. I hope I will pass my exams with high grades and get accepted somewhere. I hope I will find a job and move out also.